We call this crazy messy love. It took me a while to get here. To embrace the all of me – whole and all. Yep. That’s the lot of it. Perhaps there was a moment that we thought we were here to embrace unconditional love, big love, universal love. Shoot. Naaa. We got that one in the bag. That Big, Divine, Superhero Love? Check. It was just a remembering. What did you think the whole quantum shift of 2007 was about? An apocalypse? Yeah. An apocalypse of the old you. So what does that make you now? The new you? Na. The I Am.
I was going to say, “The New You.” But that was just my ego trying to step in and “think” for a moment. Hahaha. I’m not the thinking type.
So anyway. If that was the apocalypse of the old you. And this is the dream of the I Am. What are you dreaming to life? Is it the same old love that you thought you wanted? That big, fill in the hole – the ginormous hole, mind you – of the Self that can only be filled with the light of the I Am? Yeah. That’s the one. You’ve got that filled. Check. You remembered that. We call it Awakening. Or something fancy to that effect. Affect? (It’s not in me to properly know grammar, I just remember the look of words. This creates space for source to speak through these little fingers without the encumbrance of an actual grammatical understanding of the English language, so to speak. Just an eidetic memory. Squirrel.) I’m back. That was my unconscious talking, albeit *hilarious* |source code|. Delete.
What I Am was saying…is we are here to be Awakened into an entirely new way of being. This is Crazy Messy Love. Crazy messy not-from-here out-of-this-world love. It’s an absolutely, positively new energy shift in the direction of the source. It is source! It cannot be given names, or be spoken in language. It can’t be worshipped or bought. It can’t be identified from a single-forms perspective. This is |source code| delete. Even if we’d like it to. Ain’t that egoic? And what I mean by egoic is that it is not of source. It’s from another place in time altogether. Literally. And since time does not exist, it’s just an illusion, it cannot be source. It can only be |source code|. Delete. So what do we do this crazy messy love? We…
- Roll around in it
- Jump in it
- Dance in it
- Sing in it
- Praise in it
- Bask in it
- Surrender to it
We let it be. We allow crazy messy love to take over us. This is Evolution 2.0. It is the music of the Universe, the frequency of source. And let me tell you, it is like living in the best movie you’ve ever created and you’re the star, the director, the writer, the producer, the AD, the cameramen, the stunt girls, the props, the supporting cast, and most certainly, the music. You have written this composition and you know it by heart. Since the moment you arrived on the scene, you have been playing an out-of-this-world movie. At some points, you’ve cast yourself as various characters. For one |source code| or another, you’ve abdicated your role. Until now.
Now is the moment (not the time, the *moment*) to live. To truly live your dream reality and roll, jump, dance, sing, praise, bask, and surrender. You’ve only got one life to live. YOLO. Okay, not really. This is just the only moment you’ve got to be aware of. Have you felt yourself becoming more and more grounded? It’s like sinking your shoes into a solid rock.
Not all these spirits and flying around stuff. By that I mean, you are no longer broken aspects of yourself – totally unconsciously – you are a singular whole of your sol. Nor is there that same strong desire to travel astrally. You know where you’re going at night. You’ve got the whole shabang! So you know you are source. You know you are I Am. You know you are The Collective. Sweet. And as the flood of akashic record memories came in over the past few years – perhaps since 2007 and in small pockets prior to – you’ve brought those aspects into yourself. And henceforth, you realized that you and I have the same memories. The same |source code|. The only conclusion then (if we can both clearly remember being Marie Antoinette) is that you and I are one. We are all one. Forever and ever. Amen.
From here, we – you and I – have connected with ourselves. Therefore, we have connected with source. Therefore, we can 3T our |source code|, that which hinges on the Self – the closed source – and allow the transmission into the now open source. The receptor cell with in the body actually opens when source is received. Really, we call it physics and physiology. It’s an actual mutation of a previously this-or-that way receptor cell that was closed. Crazy messy, huh? See my point? We are playing a brand-freaking new game. Level up. Okay, I’m off to write the 3rd installment of We Call This Book.
Love to your mother.
Don’t trip out. It’s Super8love. Transmissions from U37.
Jenny Lvoe, MQG
Jenny Lvoe is light from Southern California. She spends most of her time deleting |source code| and the other part expressing it in the form of writing, music, jewelry, and art. Jenny writes from source as if the GAME is OVER. Read her first book of the thirteen book series here: We Call This Book: Ignite and Reboot Your Dream in 28 Days. Please read and feel free to share.
MQG = Master Quest Gamer.
Super8love. Transmissions from U37.